Thinking out loud

For the past few days, I feel like very unmotivated to work. Looking ahead, I saw only travellings that need to be done, which adds more reason to feel dismotivate myself.

Of all the talks and seminar that is going around that say that you can motivate yourself by saying those motivation phrase and things like that, I find most of them is not working on me. Keep on saying "I’ll strike 3 million, I’ll strike 3 million" doesn’t seems to work. Still feels down, lonely and POOR. Currently, my best companions seems to be loneliness, beer and cigarettes. My PS2 seems to accompany me from time to time. Basically having no personal life, and looking at my own blog, no wonder I feel unmotivated. SIGH…..

Watch Superman Return on last Sunday. Kinda enjoyable movie as a whole. And what I wanted to brign out is that thanks to my new travelling schedule this year, I have been able to watch more movies in 1/2 year that compared to the the whole last 2 years. Too bad they didn’t have that many good movies around for this year though. All the most anticipated or shall I say my most anticipated movies has been shown and now I only left Pirates to look forward to.

My new travelling schedule, which I noticed coem in effect sometime after Chinese New Year is that I would travel nearly the whole weekdays for nearly the whole month and be back to PJ on the weekends. So now I exceed my new petrol budget and max out on toll if not over every month since April, where the new budget was fixed. And since I exceed the budget, my company will deduct my performance incentives which they kept on insist that it is not to punish us. Yeah right. THEN GIVE ME MY RAISE! Oh, I forgot to mention that I did not have any salary raise this year. Instead my company say that they will give a performance incentive that is like a salary raise which is based on our performance which is subjected to management reviews. I WANT MY RAISE!

So now I try to supplement my income by coaxing my colleagues to buy me meals, which is to say until now is not successful. Anyone know how to hypnotise people? Would praise you if you could teach me the skill.